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Week 57 - Tipping points
I give my all to you
Send me and I will go for you
To the ends of the earth
I'll follow after you
I want the world to know
Your love endures forever
Tell me and I'll obey
This is far greater than sacrifice
Trusting you and not myself
Will always lead to blessing
LORD HAVE YOUR WAY IN ME
NOT MY WILL, YOURS BE DONE
**Ever wondered what it's like praying to God and asking Him to "continue to test me"? I wondered after last saturday's service. Almost immediately i regretted it. Planning ahead for this week i thought it'll already be tight, but Sunday's 2 seminars plus Monday and Tuesday night perpetually took whatever energy was left of my carcass out of me. At the same time i feared. Now fatigue has 2 levels, level 1 is when you're tired and still have energy to talk crap and sing songs. Level 2 is when you're dead inside already, but still wandering around doing your daily activities like a zombie. I feared that as level 2 hits, i may say the wrong things. Do the wrong things. Moods cranky. Thoughts run wild and unnecessary negative thoughts start to hit like penetrative bullets that the devil has purposefully planned to stumble us. Worry. Anxiety. I feared all these. After all, i experienced some of these last 2 semesters. **
Here I stand within your presence
Longing for your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in your courts
Hold me now
And never ever let me go
My jesus, my precious saviour
I'm forever yours
**Level 2 hit. But i thank God for being so so faithful. He was there, all the while. I couldn't even bring myself to be angry/upset even when many situations went awry. That verse "come to me, and i will give you rest" stood out. I prayed once again. And He answered. CG time was never better, wonderful time of worship which i sensed how each of us is going through our own difficulties and challenges. I pray that God will continue to speak through us and refresh us for the week ahead, as well as a great time of service tomorrow and singing praises to Him. And i promise i'll take more rest. =) **
I will worship you forever
I will worship you
God bless,
KuangTing
2 Comments
nice choice of songs bro!
i love these two songs also...
it reminds me a lot of how i only need Him to hold me and it'll be enough for eternity
^^
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August 31, 2009 at 11:15 AM
Hi Bro,
Thanks for sharing your week with us on your blog. I've actually read it 3 times already. Haha, I come to check out your blog and Cassie's after I commented on JingYing's. Anyway, I think something you mentioned about asking God to test you and then holding on to faith was something that I have been going through as well. Honestly, God is testing me in ways I never experienced this semester and I can't really say I'm looking forward to it as I feel physically, spiritually and emotionally challenged. Though not defeated:) YES! With God's love for us we both know that God would never leave us in a challenge without providing a way out or if there is no way out, he will go through it with us. Why can I say that? Cos I have faith in him. And why do I have faith in him? Cos he has proven himself to be faithful time and time again. I am sure that God has been faithful with you too. In his still small voice I believe he is saying to you and me "trust me". I created the universe, I created you as well would I now know what you need? I sent my son to die for you to show the extent of my love for you, now would I not care about you? Trust me and see how I deliver you just like how I delivered the Israelite from their oppressors.
Blessed to have been in the same family as you
Jonathan
By Jonathan, at
September 1, 2009 at 1:29 AM
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