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Thursday, December 31, 2009
Week 75 – One last… before 2010
It comes at this time of the year when results are released, msn nicks start sprouting out stuff that bears resemblance to either a victory cry, a disappointment sentence, each pertaining to the expectations that individuals set. I remember Pastor Jeff during Christmas service. Fearing to hope for results because of fear of disappointment. That night, Pastor Jeff urged us to keep hoping, because Jesus himself has given us all the hope we need. We can hope afresh, and we can hope confidently. In all areas of our life.
More often that not we hear things like “Do your best and let God do the rest”. How often do we believe then, that this sentence will come true? Truth be told, I didn’t dare hope this time round. Given how this semester has progressed, any sane individual who has seen me around in school and know what’s happening in my life won’t probably equate decent grades with it. Loads of pruning, loads of new understandings, emotional upheavals, and more stress (and stress in studies is just the tip of the iceberg). Exam periods are not exam periods, half the time I wasn’t actually studying. Hardly anything experienced from previous semesters. Extreme.
I’d like to dedicate this entry to God because He has really created something miraculous that I probably won’t have imagined. Encouraged by certain people, I decided to pen this entry in the hope that it will encourage many others as well.
BH223 – Compensation and Benefits (B)
I focused my eyes first on this because this module, in my opinion, would likely be the worst, given that I’ve almost failed and failed my quizzes (many passed), and didn’t do as well as most of my peers in one assignment, which in combination was about 40% of the grades. Was expecting a hopeful B- here, but apparently God put the project as our saving grace. God really made a way out despite all the setbacks.
AB214 – Comm management (B+)
This I had to be prepared. Was indeed expecting a B+, because presentations, as much as it provided some saving grace, was humbled by written work and a report that received much criticism. Not to mention crafting out a speech for 5 mins on the spot. Ambiguity aside, this was one module I was thankful for, that God provided the energy for all the 8.30am lessons in this module and taught me certain aspects of communication that I lacked.
AB005 – Special projects (Business cases) (A-)
Apart from the two modules aside, the following three modules I was just amazed at God’s work. First, for AB005, even with all the cuiness for the 1st half of the sem I felt that the profs were not impressed with what we offered because it was mediocre and I wasn’t that hopeful for this. Even for the video, I felt that our video was not that interesting, even if it was “a good attempt”. So pleasantly surprised by this gift from God.
BH226 – HR Strategy and Consulting (A-)
25 marks blank from the exam, a blocked nose and a blocked brain when writing, loads of ambiguity from the semester, a consulting report on Gao Ning and the table tennis saga which never seemed to develop well, that even a good project didn’t seem to warrant a good grade, probably something decent. Not to mention skipping classes. And a whole load of huff and puff. So thankful. That God, I know that I just have to trust more in You.
HP802 – Working in 21st century (A+)
I wondered if I should be doing an S/U for this because the assignment didn’t seem to go too well. Nonetheless, God prompted me that I shouldn’t S/U not so because of the grades, but the significance of this module in some of the things He was trying to instill in me. While the rest of my peers who took the same module were like “Heng I S/U the module” and I was the only one who did not, I was less than sure that I could remember everything as well and that my decision not to S/U was right. Indeed, God’s mighty hand showed. I can only say, You know best, God.
It may not seem anything fantastic here and to be honest, I was quite peaceful even when clicking on the results page. Indeed, it is not about the numbers, but how our relationship with God and people grow with each and every experience. Because. Our focus is on relationships. And relationships give us strength and confidence that we can do all other things. You deserve all glory God.
Many times I felt like giving up in this race. But God says, whether you like it or not, you continue with what I entrust you to do. Whatever challenges you are facing, you continue to work at it and not give up, and I will be there for you and not give you more than what you can bear. Trust in me.
Stone wall. To build up foundations strong, to guard our lives healthily, to understand better Your will for us with each and every day. And to love, unconditionally, with all that we have, because You first made that choice to love us unconditionally. I give You thanks, and look forward to the next year. Things may not necessarily be easy but I’ll enjoy it.
Blessed,
KuangTing
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Hi Bro.. Indeed blessed by your testimony.. Encourages me to want to continue trusting in God :)
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Saturday, December 26, 2009
Week 73 - 74 (Christ-mas draws near... One last)
Christmas talks about the birth of Jesus. Representing the source of hope. It is always a time for good retail sales, crowds of people in Orchard Road, yet do we know why we are celebrating this day?
Pastor Jeff talked about a fresh hope. A radical hope. And a confident hope, because we know Jesus, that He gives us hope. Seeing the multitudes of people at Suntec, can't help but feel a sense of exhiliration. This Christmas brings about a much different feel. Last Christmas, i had the privilege of seeing a new acquiantance receive Jesus into his life. This Christmas, i had the privilege of getting to know many new faces and celebrate Christmas together.
Looking back at the past 2 weeks at least, i can say i'm at least heartened that through the many events (be it meeting up with friends or planning events), we as a CG have grown in our own ways and begin to know each other better. There is still a long way to go before i can really use the word "synergy", but at least we're heading in the right direction. (:
Meeting up with friends was another round of heartening experiences. Long time, but i'm glad that the friendship still stands, even as we may have different definitions of "friendship" already right now.
This season, i have decided not to give Xmas cards for various reasons. So my apologies! I suppose there's a thousand and one ways of affirming ba. And the timing as well.
Mark 12:30. Love God, love people. With all our heart, soul, mind and strength. Praying for the conditions of our hearts (courage, love, friendship, knowledge, purity, sincerity, kindness). But most of all, hope and light, because it gives all of us life.
Darkness, sins. They can be scary. We would probably feel at ease if we could get rid of all darkness. But it is impossible. Where there is light, there is always darkness(Gen 1:3-5). When the light is stronger, the shadow also becomes darker. Therefore, no matter how dark it is, we must not lose sight of the light in us. This is what it means to have hope. That new crest of hope, because of Jesus and His renewal in us. Merry Xmas to all!
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
Week 72 - Fear the Lord
Many questions pop up recently, as usual. As Christmas season draws close, it's the time of inviting frens, meeting them up, gatherings for bros and siss as well etc. Does it seem busier than school days one wonders? Whatever the answer may be, is it good or bad? More importantly, is it worthwhile to EACH OF US?
But again, allow me to give thanks for the many things that happened this week.
- Devotions with CG, well though small, but i want to believe and TRUST that God will do miracles in here, and not becuz we deserve it in any way, but because we choose to live for Him.
- Shepherding: Been a long while, but a good time of sharing.
- QT: Despite busy schedules, i thank God for the ad hoc times of QT where we'll never think we can squeeze out time.
- Prayer meet: Thank God for His faithfulness, his belief and strengthening in us, the importance of seeking an all rounded perspective, both for the lost and asking God to strengthen/refresh us. Prep our lives, biblical leadership, base camp and outreach... Help us remember God.
- Unit outing: Besides the food (:, a good time of sharing childhood memories, scrutinising each other's parents/sibilings and comments of people looking like they want to "shit", amidst much laughter. Prayer session as well, that we want to commit all that we're doing into His mighty hands, that Hes still in the picture even as we enjoy each other's fellowship.
To end off, we want to give You, God, the honor and glory, for what You do in us this season. For You are great, for You are great.
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Friday, December 4, 2009
Week 71 - PTL!
It's titled PTL this week because this is the phrase that has popped up most in QT.
"Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good, his love endures forever.
- The end of exams! Well, not that exciting as it sounds, because after the paper i was just like, "what next?"
- The time at NUS, visiting them, and getting to know a few more people as well.
- A good week with my dad, spending good time with him when Mum's away
- NYCA1, my cg (: A very interesting situation indeed, diverse and sparse, but still making the effort to come together. Overcoming self love together, as one. Perservere...
- Housework - The load shared between my dad and i (: ahh... brilliant. Mum we'll really appreciate you much more when you come back. It is times like this. Heh.
- Sinus attack (flu/runny nose/sticky mucus for the whole week, even as i am typing): For when i am weak, then i am strong. (no sarcasm here, i really mean it)
- Shopping with Zac and Jeek: Good time of fellowship (:
- QT times with God: More comforting then usual, with added wisdom (don't ask for it, it will come)
- Sharing over meals with the many bros and siss of NYC during this 3rd week of exams
- Lunch with an ex colleague
- Raffles Place crowd... ahh... the many facades and faces (that's minusing the "ad"). God won't you increase this burden...
- Blog posts. Answers just pop up when you don't search anymore...
- And of course, prayers! What can i do but pray Lord...
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