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Saturday, March 20, 2010
Week 86 - The calm before the storm
Looking ahead i see a lot of things. Quizzes, project deadlines, exams, matric, internship. I refuse to believe that this time (as compared to 2009), i will succumb to the increasing workload, yet i see that possibility. Matric, especially, sure leaves behind some bittersweet moments that are good to have as memories but reluctance to experience again.
All these i know, yet i find it difficult to weather the storm unless i'm firm in the seat facing God. Praise Your Name. (:
I realised one thing about myself today, indeed i tend to be a worrywart of unnecessary things. Looking around at the people in my life, everyone seems to be so busy to their necks that the thing which seems inevitable would be falling ill (i sure hope not). I wonder to myself as i hear them share (both believers and non-believers), how can i help them? I felt burdened. I want to help, and i was thinking of solutions in my head.
Yet, God was quick to remind me today that i need only to be faithful with what i had to do (not something foreign to me btw) and let Him do the rest. That He will take care of my troubles as well as the ones around me, that i need not worry. If i cared, prayers are always helpful.
I was contemplating on doing a bit of studying before service since i reached there earlier than my CG. But as i saw a certain CG sharing life at the stairs, i couldn't help but join in too and prepare my heart for the time of just being in the presence of God during service.
Indeed, i remember my down-and-out days, where everything seems lost yet the heart for spending super quality time with God was beating ever strong. I cherish this feeling, even as i look back.
Now, i want to relive this feeling. The days ahead will be rigorous. But God, you know how much i want to do this with You. Through it all, i will still choose to love. Because You first loved. Outwardly i may be busy, but i know inwardly there'll still be a place and a time for You Lord.
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